Sunday, June 26, 2005

yday/today went out with her
morning blah blah blah
wenta tm buy belt
haha
30+
went to bugis
take pic
quite nice la
then she take her one person only de
for the school mag
so chio lor
lol
then wenta eat seoul garden
eat till so long
eat so much
stopped le then realised i was so damn very full
haha
after then v xinku
ate too much
wan burp cant burp
then tio hiccups
ok le
tio again
ok again
tio another time
stupid lor
then my chest hiccup till so pain
watched initial D
v nice show
she ate popcorn
omg
she realli can eat sia
haha
then bring her home
stay awhile
i go home also le
its a wonderful day.
reached home at 4+
slpt at 5+
wake up at 12+
when i was on my way home
saw a guy
quarrel with his gal
then walked off
leaving his gal alone in the street in the middle of the night
4am lidat
what the right?
so late and he just leave his gal alone lidat
then the gal stood there
waiting for that guy to come back
saw from afar a guy
holding a beer in his hand i think
nearly 20 of age ba
walking towards the direction of where the gal is
saw the gal so sad, so vulnerable lidat
then the guy was drinking
afraid that the guy might
ahem
so i decided not to walk off first
stood down there
saw the man walked past the gal
then the guy turned his head and looked at the gal even after he walked past her
but nth happened
relieved
i walked to the main road
frag a cab
and was on my way home
the guy is so damn irresponsible
period.

today
donno what to sae
hope it will turn out fine ba
happy birthday to me
=)?
=(?
haiz

love u...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 2:24 PM

ar!
sianz sianz sianz
at home do hmwk
then she outside
with her mum
leave me alone missing her
so bad right
haha

last week of holidays le
haven even started resting lor
hmwk also haven finish
hope can finish by the next few days ba
tomorrow stil got friendly match at donno where
sprained my ankle donno how long le
cos keep going for matches
so haven recover

today's fathers' day!
if i am not wrong
my mum told me de
if not i also donno
haha
bot a GENUINE leather wallet for my dad
he was like so happy
over the moon
on cloud nine
on seventh heaven
lol
he happy i happy
but my wallet not happy
=(

needa start saving le!
4months later
will have lotsa to spend on
not spend on alot of things
but rather spend alot for one "thing"
bet u all donno what i talking abt
=)

omg
i am crapping here
so boliao
nth to write also
for me,
the only thing worth living for is her
wo her i also donno why i am here le
like a lost soul

what else can i write?
like nth le ley
signing off le ba
back to my work
zzzzzzzzzzz.......

5 months le!
donno who say the most 3months
haha
suddenly tot of that

signing off in
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 4:09 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

haiz
fan ar fan ar fan ar
mum scolding bro
she just went for operation lor
then now shouting
worried for her sia
but i also cant do anyth
...

mishing her...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:50 AM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

i am TOTALLY
ABSOLUTELY
COMPLETELY
DISGUSTED by how selfish ppl can get
not even a TINGE of humanities i feel in them
UTTERLY DISGUSTED!

i am the group leader
so?
i am already doing my part le
but have u?
its supposed to be sent to me over the weekends
and even till now i have yet to receive it from u
what is this?
u told me u will send me online
i was here all along from 1.30 till now
u were online too
but have u sent me?
NO
u come online straight away go play games
i spent the whole afternoon trying to get u to send me
but u didnt
u just kept on playing
how much time does it takes u to send me a file?
2mins?
will it kills u if u stop plaaying for 2mins?
i called u
u finally came out of ur game
but not to send me
but to sign out of msn
what is this?
i am not ur servant for goodness sake
i don hv to wait for u and call u and do all these
i am just MERELY PURELY ONLY trying to complete what i have to do right?
why do u have to make things so diff for me?
come out press a few buttons and go back for ur damn game la
what's so diff abt it?
u just have to send me
and i have to do so many things after u send me
u keep dragging
and i'm stucked in the middle of nowhere
not able to complete my task
its just pure selfishness lor
u only think abt urself
play play play
don even spare a thought for others
i am doing a favour for u
for god's sake
pls at least show a TINGE, a PINCH of gratitude can
so disgusted...

the files very big
i couldnt save it to a diskette
so the next thing i do is to get help from my group members right
i just asked if u got zip disk anot
and the next moment i found u offline
concluded that no one will help me print
i decided to make do with the soft copy
and now even asking such a small favour from u
u did this to me
the very LEAST u could have done is to at least be couteous and politely tell me u don hv right
need u go to such extent?
arent members in the same group suppose to help each other?
finish the project together?

STOP thinking only about urself
u cant survive on ur own
u arent the only one on earth
even wolves travel in herds
so what r u?

cold, hard facts of life:
the more educated one is
the more selfish he gets...

pls reflect upon urself...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:47 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

nearly one month since i last blogged le
quite busy ba
and i rather spend the time with her then to blog
=)
so long never see her le
1day ley!
so long lor
she sick ma
then i also cant go find her

o level chinese over le
i mean the main papers la
hope everyone will do well ba
not v confident in getting A1
but still hoping and praying
just hope my compo content nv write wrongly lor

so sianz
nth to write also
ending off here ba
missing her like crazy now...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 8:41 AM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

woohoo!
finally found the time to blog!
donno how many donkey years nv blog le
also no one come visit liao
haha

2weeks of hard work
mug like siao
mid yr finally over le
was aiming for 7 distinctions and 1 B
but after taking the exams
think quite impossible le ba
especially my em and phy
eng is confirm cannot get de la
so that one i just aimed for a B
still waiting anxiously for my results
haha

very long nv go shopping with her le
cos exam then always go out study only
yday finally went out
enjoyed the whole day
haha
i bought a mouse at funan
a pencil case at ps
and she a bag at suntec and a pencil case at ps
wanted to use the same pencil case as her one lor
and that's our initial plan also
but she saw one she like alot
roxy de
pink de
then see her like so much
so let her buy what she wan lo
then i bot the other one
cant possible buy that pink one also
was quite disappointed la
but nvm
at least we bot them together
haha

decided to go take pic
then saw smone
i was so stunted by what he did
then after taking pic, we saw another group of ppl
so suay sia
haha

then wenta take bus home at around 10 ba
she slpt the whole journey!
leaving me alone~
i cant slp if not miss the stop then jialat le
cos v late liao ma
she slpt like a pig
make till my shoulder so pain

reach le
call her she also cant wake up
it has always been like this
lol
after putting in nine cows two tigers strength, she finally woke up
it started raining soon after she board her bus
and blah blah blah...
then now i am blogging
typing this entry
haha

stopping here le la
wont blog so often also le
wait for another few donkey years ba..

ilu...

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 12:57 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

"True"
by Ryan Cabrera

I won't talk

I won't breathe
I won't move 'til you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside
The corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
'Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too
Because my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know
What you do
Every time you walk into a room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
'Cause I'm just scared to know the answer
Do you see me too
Do you even know you met me

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:07 PM

Miracles

Each time that I switch on the light
A Miracle it seems to me
That I should rediscover sight
And banish dark so utterly.
One moment I am bleakly blind,
The next--exultant life I find.
Below the sable of the sky
My eyelids double darkness make.
Sleep is divine, yet oh how I
Am glad with wonder to awake!
To welcome, glimmery and wan
The mighty Miracle of Dawn.
For I've mad moments when I seem,
With all the marvel of a child,
To dwell within a world of dream,
To sober fact unreconciled.
Each simple act has struck me thus--
Incredibly miraculous.
When everything I see and do
So magical can seem to me,
How vain it is to seek the True,
The riddle of Reality . . .
So let me with joy lyrical
Proclaim all Life a Miracle!

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 6:03 PM